Music by Ron Mayer

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Response to Steven Greer and the CSETI/Disclosure Project

Here is my response to Steven Greer regarding why disclosure has not yet occurred and the negative ETI (Extraterrestrial Intelligence) agenda.First of all I would like to applaud you with the creation of this very intriguing web site dealing with one of the most important issues our world is facing today; the presence of ETI and our Earths’ introduction into this wondrous “Grater Community”.I truly wish for you to be successful especially in your involvement with New Energy technology. This more than anything else will change the health of our beloved planet and will help to heal the damage done to her by an immature and deliberately mutated human race.

I do however take issue with one of your core principles.

“• CSETI operates on the premise that ETI net motives and ultimate intentions are peaceful and non-hostile”.

On this point I take great issue and would have hoped that this naive statement would not have been made. I do not know what evidence or premise you make such a claim for it truly does not reflect the activities of our current world management team (in particular the US Government) their involvement in this tangled web of deceit and subsequently their absolute refusal to engage in discussions regarding this most important issue.

First of all I do believe that our universe does indeed have a greater number of Highly Evolved ETI than negative ETIs’. However I also believe that we have many ETI that although do come from the upper dimensions within our universal time matrix, fall into this negative ETI category. The higher up you go does not always mean more highly evolved. There are many ETI’s which some would call Fallen Angelics that indeed come from a higher dimensional spectrum but have yet to evolved past this propensity for service to self and therefore do not have Mankind’s best interests at heart.Throughout the entire history of the Human Angelic race we have been visited and have had interactions with many races both in support of our scared mission in the reparation of a partially fallen Milky Way galaxy as well as the negative, non supportive activities of ETIs which do not wish the Angelic Human race to succeed in restoring this Milky Way’s very damaged time matrix.

Many have stated that the reason for non contact at this time is because the Human Race is “not yet ready” and would not survive the cultural shock disclosure would bring. So in an effort to prepare the human race for contact the number and degree of visible sightings has dramatically increased in these last few decades all in an attempt to conditioning the human race for ultimate first contact. While I believe that there is indeed some truth in this statement, I do not believe that this is the definitive reason and feel that this explanation to be dangerously naive.

There is another scenario that without understanding Inter-dimensional Unified Field Physics, our planets purpose, and just how these two issues interact with one another, you will not understand a much larger picture of just what is happening on our planet today, the reason for secrecy, and just how large this picture truly is!

Our planet with its Universal/Galactic and Planetary Templar system of Star Gates has always been the most coveted planet in the Milky Way Galaxy. Whomever controls this planets templar system of star gates during an ascension cycle like the one we are currently in, will control the future of many, many worlds, and can ultimately shape the destiny that these worlds will experience within the Earth’s next 26,556 year Euiago Solar cycle in this galaxy’s universal templar system and its time matrix. The damage that negative ETI’s have inflicted on Earth and indeed on all the other planets in our solar system can be easily understood when looking at how many planets axis of rotation have all been distorted. A planets proper axis of rotation should align and mimic the axis of rotation of our sun’s “Staff” or north/south alignment. When our sun transmits its energy through out the solar system via its spinning east/west “Rods” this proper alignment is what is needed for this energy to down step properly into each planets star gate system and into each the planets morphogenetic field, or form holding template. With all the differing axis of rotational spins that each of the planets in our solar system currently have, this misalignment causes much damage to the bio fields of each planet. Our earth for instance with its 23.4 degree tilt in its axis of rotation in one direction and then on top of this with its 11.4 degree tilt in the opposite of its axis of the magnetic fields creates this distorted wobble with in a wobble. This major distortion in the planets electromagnetic Merkabah fields was not some random universal accident as many scientist would have you believe but was created by Fallen Angelics (negative ETI’s) for a specific purpose and is intimately linked to why disclosure has not yet occurred.

I believe there is a “stalemate” that is currently in progress between service to others (STO) ETIs and service to self (STS) ETI’s that is being played out here.

The STS ETI’s have openly declaration of war on the STO ETIs over ownership of this planets multilevel star gate templar system. These Fallen Angelics have stated to the Guardian Races, do not interfere with the Humans and do not announce our presence for if you do, although we know that ultimately we would not win an outright war against you, we will destroy as much of the earth and its human population as we can before you can stop us and our plans for Earth. These plans that the STS ETIs can only come to fruition during the opening of a stellar activation cycle which only occurs twice during a full 26,556 year Solar cycle called a Euiago cycle. Once at the beginning of this cycle which is only a lateral ascension cycle into Parallel Earth and one at the end of the cycle which is a vertical ascension cycle which offers a planet is its bio life fields the opportunity to ascend vertically up the dimensional spectrum and quite possibly completely out of the time matrix altogether. We are currently at this spot in Earths ascension cycle.

With this in mind you can clearly see why the STO ETI’s will not overtly push for disclosure and instead have allowed (though not without STO ETI resistance) the STS ETI’s and their plans for world domination to go seemingly unchallenged. That our governments have been embroiled in this mess with some of the more militant STS ETI’s like the Zeta races as well as the Draconian races all ties in with the UFO abductions, the efforts to secretly conduct reverse technology on captured craft all in an attempt at creating counter measures in defence of the STS ETI’s and their agenda can be more clearly understood within the structure of this larger drama.

I know that this can seem a bit of a stretch but to me this scenario is the one that makes more sense than embracing this “Love, Light and Clueless” approach that all ETIs have a beneficial attitude towards the Human Race, disclose itself and what is currently happening on our planet today.

Best Regards,

Ron Mayer

Ron Mayer

Letter to a new friend

Hello Janis

After reading your initial post it seems clear to me that you are experiencing the effects of your own personal awakening. I would expect that all Indigos go though similar experiences, although each Indigos’ awakening will be unique. During my initial awakening, (many, many moons ago) I too experienced moments of mind blowing euphoria and then moments of complete and utter despair as I processed the dropping of my old fragmented and limiting persona and began the slow and painstaking processes of adopting a new, expanded and more complete identity. This is not an easy processes but is one that will inevitably set you free.

Many of the people I took this journey with were sons, daughters, fathers, mothers, some within family structures, some with no biological family ties what-so ever. All of us were in some sort of relationship and usually within this family structure we were the only individuals on this awakening path. Whatever situation we found ourselves in, one thing was certain. This was an individual journey and many of our family members surrounding us, during these initial stages just simply could not understand what we were going through. It is good that you at least found this group (there are many more out there) that you can at least ask for guidance or just to talk with someone. At some point on your path you will not need this assistance as you continue to press forward within the processes of redefining who and what you are. You will eventually create this new Identity from your very own experiences that life and your heartfelt searching will simply bring to you. My Elder would often tell me “Goha, do not be afraid to make many mistakes on your path for each Mis-take will simply lead you to making different choices”. I am better at easing up on myself but even after 30 years I still find myself yearning for perfection. We are all perfect, right now, in our own imperfections…

The hard part with this initial awakening processes was recognizing when a particular relationship no longer provided any further value to us. Some left their husbands, some left families that simply could not understand what they were going though. Many thought we had joined some cult and would meet our own destruction at the end of a grape flavored Kool Aid drink. In each instance when one of us met this unavoidable nexus point – Should I stay and continue to spiritually unfold within my current relationship or should I leave family members behind in my journey towards discovering my Soul Identity – when the decision was to made to stay within the family structure and still try to move forward on their journeys then their journey was cut short for they placed other family members before their own spiritual fulfillment. They eventually became resentful towards the family members they stayed with and unfortunately played the guilt-ridden game of “what if…?”

Another saying my Elder would often tell me was “Goha, never, ever let anyone stand between you and the sun”. There were some who took this advise and left husbands some left wives. Some left whole family members behind in their forward moving search for this new identity they new in their gut they would someday become. It takes a very special type of person to do this; one with an unusual amount of courage. Many will not have the ability to overcome the fear of which at times literally seems like “losing ones mind” for that is very much what we experienced when we awakened on our Spiritual Paths. As Neal Donald Walsh puts it you have to be “out of your mind’ literally in order for you to be able to see the Devine Truth. For those who do have this courage the rewards are uncountable. A silver lining here in some cases was that moving away from destructive relationships provided the needed understandings where further down the road, they managed to heal these relationships. Nothing is ever lost forever.

I get so excited when you talk of your explorations with such passion. Going Vegan, Reading EVERYTHING, Judging nothing, Allowing everything to have its place, is all part of the processes.

So many people say “follow the heart” and yet so many people rarely do. Its as if they are simply mouthing the words they have heard that sounded good but without understanding just what this means. Beloved, if it was easy mankind would have ascended long ago. It is not easy to trust the heart for it will always seem diametrically opposed to what your ego with its mind child games would have you believe. Trust what comes to you in mediation or in moments of pensive thoughtfulness, for these are the whisperings of your true Self, your Christ Consciousness if you will. It was once asked what exactly is this Christ Consciousness. This is the response that made sense to me; The separated self or the ego does not learn. Even when the ego has taken many courses and received many teachings, the ego has not learned but has merely become threatened. If the ego cannot learn and your All Knowing Spirit does not need to learn what It already knows, then for whom are all the self help courses really for? They are for the Still Small Voice that you hear whispering in your ear in your silent, still moments. It is the stirring of your heart at the sight of a kitten reaching out to you for love. What is this part of you that with ever growing passion, yearns to learn? This is the Christ Consciousness within you. In the beginning It’s voice is small and frail, easily overcome by a frightened ego but with consistent, persistent practice you will strengthen this “still small voice” your Christ Consciousness and eventually it will drown out the raging objections of the ego. More and more you will have moments of peace effectively rendered by your Christ Consciousness.

Some have mentioned meditation as a means of grounding. This can be very good for some people. Stilling the mind can lead to the still small voice but for me when I was having these moments of great confusion, meditating, I believed at the time, was simply not possible when thoughts raced thought my mind with the force of an avalanche. What eventually lead me to this inner peace of mind where I could make my choices from love and not from fear was Breath Therapy or what I call Chakra Breathing. Many have used another form of breath work called Rebirthing. Always the idea is to massively oxygenate the physical body. Usually these sessions take anywhere from and hour to and hour and a half. You may want to find a breather worker where you live if you choose to go down this road.

Your dreams are very important. One of the tricks my Elder taught us when trying to interpret dreams is understanding that everything in the dream is you. The monkey is you, the giraffe is you as well as the elephant. You are correct that water symbolizes emotion, so now the trick is in understanding what the animal elements in your dream represent. So my question to you is: What does the Monkey mean to you? When you think of a giraffe, what does it mean to you? What does the elephant mean to you for they are all extensions of how you see yourself. That there is a part of you that is dealing with this flood, this emotional tsunami, is easily recognized when you look at what is currently happing in your life. That you see yourself as Savior seems to be a cry from yourself to yourself in recognition of the fact that you truly are magnificent, a divine child of God. That it is time for you to believe in this magnificence and that you are truly worthy of receiving the love you so want to give.

If kittens grow up to cats, and puppies grow up to be dogs, what do children of God grow up to be?

What you give you will receive in truth. What you do not receive is a measure of what you withhold from others.

In your heart, you have all that you need.


aka ‘Goha’